Shalom again readers . .
I can't sleep and my mind can't stop thinking plus my heart can't stop hoping.
I need your support my dearest friends. I'm totally can't stand up alone anymore. I felt so bad and I can't forgive myself. I had encourage all by myself and kept reminding myself but nothing's can change it.
The situations, the feelings and thoughts make me felt I'm not who I am. I miss the old me )': Truly.
I'm not that strong enough anymore like what you ever see before. I'm strong because you guys be there for me always (': But it's too hard. Indeed!
Buddies, how and what will happen in the future? I'm just don't want to see that person in hurt anymore. 'cause I felt the pain inside too. I don't dare to see that person in hurt, sad or not in good mood. Like I do really wanna to care that person so much like before.
Please help me dear, bu-ddies. Please say a little advise that can makes me stay calm and not to worry so much. I'm in too much thinking and I'm even in speechless. Only God knows how much in pain my life is. Seriously, I missed the family-like friendship we had before (': I miss everything. Totally!
Hope we can make it better like before. I always pray to God so that everything back to normal. I don't demand more than that and that's what I asked for. Please let God bless the friendships forever.
- xoxoxo -
Sweet Love from me . . .