Bad Time =(

Shalom readers!

Oh my! =( I lost everything in my external. Uuuwwaaa~ ='( All my sweet memories and picture since 2008 until present GONE!! Aaaarrggghhhh!!! ='( I want everything back. Huhuhu~ 

I'm speechless =X I can't express my feeling anymore. 

I''m TOO UPSET! ='(

In pain day + sad day + happy day..

Shalom readers! :D Have a sharing with you guys..

Huhuhu...it's my bad + in pain moment today =( This afternoon, I'm in pain. Some people called it "sakit hulu hati" or gastric. Huhuhu~ I'm totally in pain. My friend asked me to go rest first then sleep. As I awake, I'm in so much PAIN!! I can't stand it so I did cried badly. Huhuhu~ T.T I can't walk and even wake up. TOTALLY IN PAIN!! Huhuhu~ I prayed to God while I'm in pain. I don't know to whom I wanna say that I'm really in pain. Thank God my cousin accompany me. She made me a drink and cooked noodles for me. She gave me medicine. I tie up my stomach with cloth. Huhu~ T.T never felt this great pain before. Below is how I'm look like after had a BIG cried ==''

This is my favorite drink! ^^ Milo Oreo :D 

That's all for tonight :) By the way, this weekend Politeknik organize Karnival Minggu Usahawan (KMU). This moment is my time to have my favorite drinks! ^^

GBU all~ 

Couple a.k.a boyfie??

Shalom readers! ^^ Wish you guys have a great time since this early in the morning  until now :)

Well...regarding to the title that I've made. Hmm. A simple question for me to ask. Do we need to have partner in our life?? After been a single person for quite a long time, sometimes I do felt wanna have a partner in my life, sometimes I think I don't need to have one. After all, a lot of problems need to face when we in a relationship. The curiosity, jealousy and so much feelings will occur. As a human being, that's just a normal thing. But from the other perspective, there's nothing to worry if both of the couple are understand each other and keep on praying to God.
Being a quiet person is better than being a naughty girl chasing out for other boys. What for anyway.. I prefer to see other couples been together :) They look sweet. Sometimes my friends do shares their stories how sweet they are when them with their couples. From their advise, experience, I can gain a lot of things to know about IF I'm gonna have a relationship. HEHE. Nonsense!! >.<
BLA~ BLA~ BLA~
Based from what that I see from others, boys can turn to loyal's one IF they do really love their love one. They be the loyal one because of the girl can make them change to the better one. BUT..if after a long time when the girls doesn't want them anymore, the boys can be so...so..SOOOO.....DOWN! It's true! Yet, the boys still wanna make up things right. Sometimes, I can't understand boys. I know that they have a great ego. I just could say that, that's the one reason I don't want to have couple. They are too ego sometimes. But it doesn't mean that I don't really want to have someone. Maybe it's not the time right now. I leave everything in the God's hand. He knows the best for me :)
From right now on, I'll follow what God want me to do. He'll show the way for me. When the time is come, I won't let the opportunity go away. Anyway, I love to see someone since this earlier semester I think
(secret ley :P) only mother Helen know's about it :P Naa~ nothing special about it. If that is God's will, nothing is wrong with it. I won't hope so much. I know it's not the time right now.
Lastly, God bless all :) you guys always in my pray..

Surprise!! :D

Shalom readers! :D Yeay!! ^^ At last, we made the surprise for my lovely friend >.<

HEHE. She was shocked! She didn't expect that I and my other friends gonna made a surprise for her. HEHE. It was my idea. =P Here are some of the pictures that we taken. Enjoy! ^^

That's all I share for today! :D May God bless Deb and family always ^^ ANDD!! Her relationship with her partner :D Stay bless buddy!! Heart you always ^.^ ♥

Bless Gift :D

Shalom again readers! =D

I'm so excited! Last Saturday, while I was accompany my friend fasting. Both of us decided to stay at the church. She invited me to ask anyone that willing to teach us to play those instruments at the church. It's been a long time I buried this feeling to play piano / keyboard! =D but! on the second thought, I wanna play guitar and drums too. HEHE. xP Then, I decided to try to hit the drums after I saw Oya played the drums. At first, its hard to try...then with the spirit that I had inside of me. I made it! ^^ HEHE. I still wanna learn it more. I love to see Oya playing the drums during the second session yesterday. =D She's not bad trying something new. And I love to try something new too ^^ unless there's someone willing to teach us =P Oya said I'm a quick learner, I know how to follow the tempo but I'm not that confident =='' my bad habit. 

Never mind! Everyone gonna learn from mistake right? =) I wish I can play very well with one of the instrument.

That's all from now. GOD bless all :D 

Physically I smiled, inside...no one knows. . . .

Shalom readers! =D It's been a tiring day but when it's time to praise and worship HIM, nothing is impossible ^^

Well...something I wanna share here. Since I felt the present of Holy Spirit inside me, there were so much things I knew. I don't really know how to share but at least I'm trying right now. Hmm... from what I felt and I saw... In our every day life, people may come and leave us instantly. I am a bit upset with some people that still hiding their feelings about me. What I mean is they seem don't really sincere with what they had done. Am I doing something wrong that I didn't realize? What did I had done?? 

Sometimes I don't expect anything that I can't handle to happen. But when it comes to that situation, when I'm trying to solve it by eyes to eyes, they just simply go away. What did I do next is I said to Lord, please forgive them, God. Let time heals every things. Sometimes too, I'm wondering..why they must act like that?? Do they ever think about others feeling?? I can be so down thinking of this. Or maybe I still need more patience to face this kind of situation. I do really need someone to guide me through my life. 

Hmm...things seem went so complicated to me. But whenever I think about God every second until I slept, nothing can change my time that moment. I felt I'm free from every things. All my burdens been lifted up. =) Thanks to my lovely sister and friend, Ebiey. Hehe. She did gave me support since I'm started sharing with her. I felt secure whenever she around me =) Thanks sulu. I love you and I miss you >.< God bless you.

Good Friend.

Shalom readers! ^^ Thanks God, this morning class I'm not that sleepy. I have to wake up early to finish my project and the script for our group to do the role play this evening. Thanks to my friend who gave me her coffee 3 in 1 for me =P hehe. Actually, I wanna finish up those things at midnight but my eyes were too heavy and so sleepy. So, later I have to bring my "baby boo" to class. Our lecturer want to take video for our role play. I'm the one who is so excited! =P hehe.

Back to the main subject that I wanna talk about. Just now, my best friend send text to me. I'm so happy that she text me but unfortunately, she seems so down. It is because her pointer had drop drastically. I'm in shocked too! Thanks to God who give me opportunity to calm her and to encourage her back. She had been engrossed in worldly matters. I hope she do as what I told her. There had free time just now, I pray for her. Let God do the  rest for her problems. I did just like what did I get from God. He truly came to my life and save me. Thanks for everything God. That's all I wanna share today. 

GOD bless everyone ! ^^ sayonara =D

Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only few find it."
In my opinion, if you found the easiest way to run away from problems or anything, you really lead to destruction. Because in life there's nothing easy when we want to be with God always. But when you found the narrow yet small road to the main door, at the end, you will find something worth it. Nothing is impossible in this world if we really follow our Father footsteps. :) Be bless guys.

Open the new chapter :)

Shalom! Hey fellow :) I'll restart everything starting from now on. 

Maybe this is the best for me and my life. I miss sys Grace and Joy :( May God bless them and their family.

Condolence to their family as their beloved Grandma had been passed away last week.